Sunday 5 February 2012

Gratitude

Well what can I say? Thank you I guess.

Thanks for giving me a heads up, for making it clear.

That fine line between friendship and companionship, thanks for drawing the line.

I may not be the prettiest, the smartest, but I respect myself. Further more I respect others. I do not put down others by making snide remarks that may be funny for the moment but we all know is an attack to their self-worth. You think you are perfect? And please, if your excuse is constructive criticism, there is a huge difference, female dog. I am so sorry but I abide by the golden rule and if you think what you are doing is perfectly fine, you will meet someone who will be your match and who knows? it might be me? I get how you want to be on the top, who doesn't? I hope when you get there, you are happy. That's my direction as well, just a different route. You know, one where I won't step on others's self-worth. 

What can I say? 

Thanks for teaching me another life lesson: 

There those people who are real. There are real friends, genuine people. People who may not always talk to you but when they do, you know you are safe, from criticizing looks, whom when they see you, you feel accepted, respected, appreciated.

There are those people who seem like friends. Some may be nice for the sake of it. Out of obligation may be, out of civility may be, what ever social graces demand. There are those who use you. Not always materially, but use your time. Are really nice in the sense of being nice because they need you. Because for now, you are essential in their plan for greater heights and leave you hanging. Who looks at you and you know that they judge you. Thanks for making it clear for me that this is you. At least I'll be on my guard right? 

I have been through a lot in my life, a lot of hurts and disappointments and I don't need you to trample on what I have been trying very hard to rebuild.

Again, thank you.